Tuesday, March 1, 2016
12:42 PM ● all things melancholy and sad

i'm 0 for 2 on shitty weekends. i'm also 0 for 2 on shitty weeks and skipping important classes but i think that's just a coping mechanism for a class i'm terrified to be in.

i just can't seem to get things done recently. i have 2 book reviews due soon, two term papers, one serious project and i'd like to get published for my other course.

in a word, i'm fucked.

i haven't picked out a book for my one book review. i haven't even begun to think about the term paper for one of my classes, and i'm having serious second thoughts about my proposed paper for my other class.

WHY IS THERE SO MANY THINGS THAT I DON'T WANT TO DO ALL AT ONCE? I don't even want to do the things that I want to do, but at the same time I don't want to to do nothing. This is a complicated feeling.

i'm even bored of doing this. wtf is wrong with me!?!?

xxxxxx

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