I feel like I'm stuck. never moving forward, never accomplishing anything. and I can't blame it all on the way things are going, but I'm want to. there's nothing else to lay blame on-- I feel bound, and admittedly unhappy and for what? empty promises and dead space? you're nothing, you're a piece of data across time zones. you can't even make time to drop a line. yet I'm here, unwillingly bound. I can't convince myself that I'm not. I'm just unhappy. nothing makes me happy, not even you. I don't know if this is me, me slowly moving away from you or if it's just the strain from the distance.
no matter what the cause is, the outcome is the same. i'm fucking miserable and I'm tired of it.
say something, either way because believe you me, words are so much better than silence.

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college student of historical events, future educator. canadienne. i like to read, but i don't do it enough. i run. i like zombies. i'm obsessed with all things batman, except not batfleck. i'm a terrible video game player, but i'm getting better through attrition. i can play piano pretty good, though. the sound of city streets soothes me, but i love the silence of the forest. curious stargazer.

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I feel like I'm stuck. never moving forward, never accomplishing anything. and I can't blame it all on the way things are going, but I'm want to. there's nothing else to lay blame on-- I feel bound, and admittedly unhappy and for what? empty promises and dead space? you're nothing, you're a piece of data across time zones. you can't even make time to drop a line. yet I'm here, unwillingly bound. I can't convince myself that I'm not. I'm just unhappy. nothing makes me happy, not even you. I don't know if this is me, me slowly moving away from you or if it's just the strain from the distance.
no matter what the cause is, the outcome is the same. i'm fucking miserable and I'm tired of it.
say something, either way because believe you me, words are so much better than silence.