I hate you. I hate you so much I could cry. I will cry. I am crying. all because I hate you. why do I hate you? because you can't get your shit together enough. I'm freaking out and I can't tell you that because there's no basis. there's no grounds for me to flip out other than I'm an impatient psycho who isn't getting her own way right this very second. I hate you because if I don't, you'll swallow me whole. enough. you're a thorn in my side. you're my obsession and I hate that I've allowed this to happen. stop. stop. stop. just don't. it's better if I don't. enough. I loved you; the idea of you; the idea of us. not anymore. reality was a heavy blow today. fucking christ I HATE YOU.

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college student of historical events, future educator. canadienne. i like to read, but i don't do it enough. i run. i like zombies. i'm obsessed with all things batman, except not batfleck. i'm a terrible video game player, but i'm getting better through attrition. i can play piano pretty good, though. the sound of city streets soothes me, but i love the silence of the forest. curious stargazer.

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I hate you. I hate you so much I could cry. I will cry. I am crying. all because I hate you. why do I hate you? because you can't get your shit together enough. I'm freaking out and I can't tell you that because there's no basis. there's no grounds for me to flip out other than I'm an impatient psycho who isn't getting her own way right this very second. I hate you because if I don't, you'll swallow me whole. enough. you're a thorn in my side. you're my obsession and I hate that I've allowed this to happen. stop. stop. stop. just don't. it's better if I don't. enough. I loved you; the idea of you; the idea of us. not anymore. reality was a heavy blow today. fucking christ I HATE YOU.