i'm exasperated. i'm in a funk, rut, routine. i'm trapped. i'm feeling under the weather. i'm not myself.
me, me, me, me, me!
as an only child, i feel it's always about me. and it usually is. and if it isn't, i make it about me.

but lately, i'm not feeling it.
truth be told, i'm not feeling much of anything.

not that there isn't plenty of stimuli to get me going on various tangents, be they positive or negative. but lately i'm so trapped up in my head and i can't get out just to be who i really am. i find myself tight lipped and eternally frustrated over nothing.
example: today i had a royal freak out about bobby pins and their lack of existence in my bathroom. i had all the wrong bobby pins and i couldn't find the ones i came home from dallas with. i had to take a time out and breathe it out. so frustrated over nothing.
so i'm thinking i have an anger management issue. either that or i'm losing my marbles quickly. i'm going to go with a combination of both.
it's not just every day that you find having a breakdown over bobby pins and then promptly crying in the shower over being frustrated an hour or so later.

frustration: it's the new black.

b; old enough to know better; attached.
college student of historical events, future educator. canadienne. i like to read, but i don't do it enough. i run. i like zombies. i'm obsessed with all things batman, except not batfleck. i'm a terrible video game player, but i'm getting better through attrition. i can play piano pretty good, though. the sound of city streets soothes me, but i love the silence of the forest. curious stargazer.

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i'm exasperated. i'm in a funk, rut, routine. i'm trapped. i'm feeling under the weather. i'm not myself.
me, me, me, me, me!
as an only child, i feel it's always about me. and it usually is. and if it isn't, i make it about me.

but lately, i'm not feeling it.
truth be told, i'm not feeling much of anything.

not that there isn't plenty of stimuli to get me going on various tangents, be they positive or negative. but lately i'm so trapped up in my head and i can't get out just to be who i really am. i find myself tight lipped and eternally frustrated over nothing.
example: today i had a royal freak out about bobby pins and their lack of existence in my bathroom. i had all the wrong bobby pins and i couldn't find the ones i came home from dallas with. i had to take a time out and breathe it out. so frustrated over nothing.
so i'm thinking i have an anger management issue. either that or i'm losing my marbles quickly. i'm going to go with a combination of both.
it's not just every day that you find having a breakdown over bobby pins and then promptly crying in the shower over being frustrated an hour or so later.

frustration: it's the new black.