Monday, May 3, 2010
8:46 PM ● i should feel... ?

i'd like to say that the first monday in may was magnificent.
but i'd be lying both to myself and to everyone else that may stumble upon this drivel.
today i woke up at 2 after going to bed at 4 this morning, was a functioning human being for all of an hour and a half in which i managed to destroy the kitchen in attempt to make breakfast. i read the paper from yesterday and today then decided i didn't actually want to get up so i went back to bed.
i just got up about 45 minutes ago to eat dinner... of which i picked at and debated on going back to sleep.

now i find myself watching hockey playoffs (round two in may? this shit is ridic) and writing on here. and tumblr. because i'm really that bored.
oh and i might read more of my book. i'm attempting to finish it before my brain completely turns to mush on my summer vacation. truth be told, it's already pretty much mush with or without the break but i always find that if i rush to pack my cranium with junk early in the summer vacation maybe i won't be so stunned when people use words over 3 syllables in september.
oh, and i just found out i have an overall gpa of 2.92 and my semester gpa was 3.70 OUT OF 4! yeah, i'm pretty good. stupid spanish brought my mark down last semester though so i don't think i'll ever see that glorious 3.9 that i'm striving for.
have i mentioned that i have mild ocd tendencies? no one would know by how utterly disgusting my room is on a daily basis, or my bathroom for that matter... or my car... but i have frequent ocd outbursts. school tends to be one of them. as well as my web design. but i'm so unskilled and untalented at graphic design and coding that i use others work because it's infinitely better than my own.

a belated happy first of may. that means 66 DAYS UNTIL VEGAS! 65 DAYS TO START LOOKIN' GOOD BECAUSE IF I AIN'T SMOKIN BY JULY 8TH THERE AIN'T NO HOPE ANYHOW.
i've rediscovered yoga and i've been getting my fair share of gym time logged. i feel better. i bought a warm up dress for vegas-- a simply enticing piece of fabric that i wore on saturday but i could do better. it's great but it's not SSSSLLLAAAMMMINNNN. so i digress. the hunt continues. i want something strapless (to go with my other strapless dresses) and i want nude heels. i want them not too high and not too low, not too pointy toed and not too rounded either. i don't want a thick heel nor do i want a stilletto. i haven't found these nude coloured gems yet but when i do i may just cream myself right there and sign over most of my vital organs. because there ain't no way come hell or high water that a price tag will defer me from getting these goddamned shoes that i know are out there but i can't find.
it's infuriating to be in canada sometimes. well, canada isn't bad but calgary is too small of a centre to have exactly what i'm looking for in something that i can afford. i mean, i'm sure i could find what i'm looking for at holt but i might choke at the pricetag and break down in tears. i wonder if they do installment payments...........
argh. i'm watching hockey and it's making me anxious. i love luongo BUT i can't stand the canucks. i don't want chicago to win though and this is where i'm having issues. i don't really like hockey to begin with-- i cheer for detroit because i just always have. i don't follow it, i could care less aobut stats and player names. but living where i do, hockey is kind of unavoidable kind of like snow and gst.
speaking of snow... it's fucking snowing right now. not cool, kool-aid.
until later poppets... i feel i need to read another chapter of my book-- all this hockey watching is killing off brain cells faster than sniffing glue.

xxxxxx

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