it feels like i've been out of school forever. i think it's only been a month but i'm oddly feeling out of place this semester. i don't know what's up.
i can't get into the feeling of this semester at all; part of it is the feeling i don't like my classes. but that's an aside i'll get to later.
i feel out of touch. i need to come back down to earth-- i've been out in space for weeks now and i'm not sure what i can do to get my head outta the clouds. for the time being i'm enjoying my mental vacation.

mmm new years resolutions... i had a few. i don't anymore because i'm not sure i want to let myself down. but here goes nothing: maybe writing them somewhere i'll actually get around to them................
(prolonged silence)
yeah. right.

1. be more proactive in getting fit (scheduling workout times, going to yoga when i say i will, sticking to a workout regime and actually play rugby this year)
2. attend 95% of my classes even if i want to have a mental health day; or i want to get coffee from starbucks
3. don't drink so much coffee
4. take the bus at least sometimes even though it's a hassle and it's like the immigrant ship.
5. stop being a cock tease to clay. he doesn't deserve it.

the last one is for clay's benefit-- i thoroughly enjoy being a cocktease to clay. and his cock doesn't mind i'm sure. BUT we're not fated to be together. we're not compatable... i don't think. i'm not really willing to give it a try because
a) i'm lazy and
b) i'm drawin' a blank here. i know there's another reason. OH YEAH we're not attracted to each other?

that's a blatant lie to save face. i think he's adorable. but whatever. this post wasn't supposed to be about me blithering on about my non-new years resolution resolutions or my endearment to a former co-worker whom i've had the chance to ride like a pony but denied... each and every time. thanks to tequilla and beers, naturally. i don't do any of that shit on my own.

ugh. i have readings to do. and i'm thinking that i need to get my head out of the clouds long enough to do that so i can at least fake it through this semester.

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it feels like i've been out of school forever. i think it's only been a month but i'm oddly feeling out of place this semester. i don't know what's up.
i can't get into the feeling of this semester at all; part of it is the feeling i don't like my classes. but that's an aside i'll get to later.
i feel out of touch. i need to come back down to earth-- i've been out in space for weeks now and i'm not sure what i can do to get my head outta the clouds. for the time being i'm enjoying my mental vacation.

mmm new years resolutions... i had a few. i don't anymore because i'm not sure i want to let myself down. but here goes nothing: maybe writing them somewhere i'll actually get around to them................
(prolonged silence)
yeah. right.

1. be more proactive in getting fit (scheduling workout times, going to yoga when i say i will, sticking to a workout regime and actually play rugby this year)
2. attend 95% of my classes even if i want to have a mental health day; or i want to get coffee from starbucks
3. don't drink so much coffee
4. take the bus at least sometimes even though it's a hassle and it's like the immigrant ship.
5. stop being a cock tease to clay. he doesn't deserve it.

the last one is for clay's benefit-- i thoroughly enjoy being a cocktease to clay. and his cock doesn't mind i'm sure. BUT we're not fated to be together. we're not compatable... i don't think. i'm not really willing to give it a try because
a) i'm lazy and
b) i'm drawin' a blank here. i know there's another reason. OH YEAH we're not attracted to each other?

that's a blatant lie to save face. i think he's adorable. but whatever. this post wasn't supposed to be about me blithering on about my non-new years resolution resolutions or my endearment to a former co-worker whom i've had the chance to ride like a pony but denied... each and every time. thanks to tequilla and beers, naturally. i don't do any of that shit on my own.

ugh. i have readings to do. and i'm thinking that i need to get my head out of the clouds long enough to do that so i can at least fake it through this semester.