Monday, March 16, 2009
1:30 PM ● completely gratuitous


OK OK OK. i know what i posted last night. I KNOW. this is almost blasphemous. but after that blow to my psyche i feel almost entitled to numb my brain with this. plus... it's a pretty good picture if i do say so myself. they're always good ha-ha.
NOW THAT i can blither on feeling a little miffed about the previous post (re: around the world hearts are breaking) it's time for my mini rant about what's going on; mostly because i'm bored.
THIS WEEK is shaping up to be an interesting one. being as it is 1:30 on monday morning and i pretty much just got up. i had class at 11. like SHIT. oh well, monday... fuck monday's. fuck tuesday's while you're at it too.
I WAS supposed to go to the gym today with the ever lovely ms. j hannah but, being as we both got up around noon, the gym doesn't look like it's gonna happen. god i'm pathetic. i have all these great ideas, and then i sleep through them. FIGURES.
I ONLY have like, 6 weeks left of school which makes me immensely happy. no more of this bullshit for 3 months of the year... then back to the grindstone in september. i'm not going to think about september while i have the endless opportunity of sun and summer and no classes ahead of me. but if i keep sleeping in through my classes like this... i may have to take some summer classes WHICH IS A NO FUCKING RIGHT ON. party fucking foul.
THE SIDE project is halted, or was halted for reasons i can't figure out. i'm thinking it had something to do with information and lack thereof, perhaps some midterms were also the cause of this momentary pause. it's going to be done, hopefully sooner than later because it's like a little tiny weight on the back of my brain, suppressing the already strained limited brain power.
he doesn't help either. fucking gorgeous bastard.
SPEAKING OF he's... why does everyone now seem so interested in hooking me up with their friends/relatives/coworkers? have i expressed interest in not being alone? or do they just feel bad because i'm hopeless? i know that i am, but if other people see it then there's a severe problem. i mean, i don't really have a problem with these attempts to 'hook me up' but, it just seems so out of the blue. i'm not complaining, however. the more experiences i have the better life is... you can't have life without some adventure.
ANYWAYS, enough for now. i'm sure i'll have more to say sometime in the near future. like, 10 minutes from now near future. it's time to put on some kings of leon and veg out while cleaning my house. maybe i'll go out, maybe i'll go to the gym.
or maybe i won't.
the fun is in the deciding.

xxxxxx

(live)